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| I think I’m in love with the impossible.
Each time I have the possibility so suffer a little bit, to be attracted by something unavailable. I do fall into it, deeply, into it.
I’ve been in love with someone younger & inexperienced who dumped me after the fun part.
I’ve been in love with someone who never decided to trust me, my feelings and my strength, someone who dumped me after 3 years of impossible complexity without even telling me.
I’ve been in love with someone who was already engaged to someone else and deeply in love with her.
& I’m in love with someone who simply isn’t interested ; in me ? in being in a relationship ? No idea.
I want people who are far, far, far away.
I want people who never want to make me suffer.
I want people who don’t want me.
I can’t really say I’m losing hope. Seriously, I’m 18 years old, I’m young, a long life awaits me. And new encounters.
But, I’m heartbroken.
I’ve been heartbroken for a long, long time.
I thought once again that maybe this one I’m in love with could heal this. Because it’s someone fresh, someone different, someone interesting and mind-blowing.
Am I being too concerned ? Am I falling too deep too fast ?
I can’t really say I’m losing hope.
But hope is getting farer and farer. | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment   |
| | The majority opposition Muslim N league asked Zardari to resign from President. They allege Zardari and some ministers are related with corruption. The opposition also ask Pakistan invasion to some Taliban position. US-puppy president Zardari is becoming unpopular after deciding to attack Free Autonomy Tribal Area (FATA).
Meanwhile, Zardari looks disobeyed the opposition requirement. According to his spokeswoman, Zardari has no target to step down. Zardari aides make a joke.
Actually, Zardari has bad record since his wife govern Pakistan. He ever side with six prosecution of corruption. Zardari also suspected stolen $ 1.5 billions.
According, the analyst Zardari in dangerous because his supporters fall one by one. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| I can't let you leave me hanging like this,
grasping for more.
Like all my needs were the very obvious,
but you can't see them.
So what will I do from now,
to make these all go away? | | |
| I want to apologize to all the people on my F-list who had the time to read my last entry.
I got overexcited by a rumour. And shared it.
All about Jin being in Yamanade was just a misunderstanding.
Since Jin & Kame are on the same cover of Josei7 coming out tomorrow, some people read it wrongly and believed it meant he would join Kame in Hokkaido as a guest.
I'm deeply sorry because I know most of my F-list are Akame fans, but if you know me a little bit, you must know how devastated I am now.
As peeps told me, I thought that Johnny had finally allowed them to share the screen again, to give them his blessing (lol).
I'm really sad and just want to cry my heart out but right now, I'm just too disgusted and tired from the house moving that I just don't have the strength to cry.
Sometimes, when I'm waiting for something, a CD, a letter, a mark, I have the feeling that if I go through hard things before, the result will be good.
Given my current mood, I might get my BANDAGE & Loveless copies tomorrow.
At least the new house is amazing, almost all my things are in my room (I still have to bring my JE belongings ; there was no way I would risk damaging them).
And the best is that .... it's snowing, and makes me incredibly happy.
But I can't really appreciate it with my current disappointment. Anyway.
We'll have our Akame come back. We'll definitely have it.
Sorry. | | comments: 6 comments or Leave a comment |
| I've recorded a bit of NEWS part, full Seishun Amigo & a part of KAT-TUN, before my DAMN KeyHole stopped working (I can't blame it, KAT-TUN handsomeness kills eveything.)
WARNING : CRAPPY SHITTY QUALITY.
NEWS & KAT-TUN talk + results
MF
NEWS - Koi no ABO
MF
Kamenashi Kazuya & Yamashita Tomohisa - Seishun Amigo
MF
KAT-TUN - ONE DROP
MF
I won't say you to not re-share, it's so awfully recorded, but just don't X.D | | comments: 6 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Nia (니아) - Everynight
→ MF
This song is simply & terribly beautiful. I can't stop listening to it anymore. I've discovered this band when they released their single "Good bye" and at first I had only listened to the main song Good bye (and I recommend it!). But then I tried Everynight and it's now one of my favourite song. It makes me feel at ease and is a muse to write. I can imagine loads of Akame plots thanks to it XD. Have to write now~ |
| GReeeeN - BE FREE
→ MF
Mahhh. This band is so famous and appreciated. And I had never listened to it. LOL I've known it for so long and yet, never took the time to try it. When I saw the several charts they toped, I decided to DL their best of. And damn, they are incredible. I'm in love with them. So give it a try too ♪ |
| DBSK - MIROTIC
→ MF
I've always said that I didn't want to like DBSK. Well, they have released 60 CDs, numerous DVDs, are so loved, so hysterically famous. And I didn't like the leader's voice. But well, I tried to listen to them a bit more (thanks to aarime-chan ♥) and I fell in love with a couple of their songs. I still don't like most of their songs but as I said yesterday, they have many random ones, and the good ones are awesome. And Mirotic is my favourite one. I can't stop dancing when I listen to it. It's just ... WOW. And I'm in love with the Yoosu pairing. THEY ARE SO HAWT. XD |
| Super Junior - Sorry, Sorry, Answer
→ MF
I was already crazy about the original version of Sorry, sorry. But this one blew me away. They look incredibly hot & the song is amazing. Very sexy. :D |
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| I've wanted to post this for months but I actually haven't ordered it yet because of some Credit Cards troubles but.
BUT.
There's always buts and this is the best but ever. THE BEST.
( どきどきどきどき♥ ) | | comments: 6 comments or Leave a comment |
| qis dit (22:52) :
I'LL DIE
IF HE MENTIONS IN HIS JWEB OR SOMETHING
じかえる* [BUSY WITH EGGPLANT CARDS] dit (22:52) :
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO
oh
OHHHHHHH
OMG
AOHAoehflogbnqklerbqer
XDDDDDDDDDDDD
qis dit (22:52) :
BUNCH OF FANS SENT ME A BOX OF CARDS
qis dit (22:53) :
ALL PURPLE AND EGGPLANTS?!!
WHY EGGPLANTS?!!
WORLDWIDE
I LOVE YOU, FROM AKANISHI JIN
---delusional?
じかえる* [BUSY WITH EGGPLANT CARDS] dit (22:54) :
XDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
OMFGGGGGGGGG
IF HE DOES
I TATOO MYSELF AN EGGPLANT ON THE COLLARBONE
qis dit (22:56) :
XDDD
qis dit (22:57) :
A BEAUTIFUL EGGPLANT
じかえる* [BUSY WITH EGGPLANT CARDS] dit (22:57) :
*_____*
XDDDD | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
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First of all its a bit late, but still would like to greet Goro-chan who has one of the loveliest eyes I have ever seen, a Happy 36th Birthday. Wish you more birthday's to come and more blessing from GOD. To have Love, Peace and Happiness forever...
I will always be here to support and love you..
Second, Im glad that my friends got there stuffs from Japan courtesy of my Aunt. Im a bit envious coz they have alot of stuffs... he3! but its ok, i don't have that much money anyway! ha3! ButI would love to have a lot of stuffs from Japan, well SMAP stuff that is.... Im really happy for them though.. I would surely want thos Russ-K bracelets.. I want those badly! will order that next year.. he3!
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| | words cannot express how badly i miss you now. being alone in hall doesn't help to stop the longing for i have in my heart. | | comments: Leave a comment |
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